YOU’RE WELCOME! I’m glad someone gets it.
Wait, you’re telling me that a person I like did a few questionable things at some point in their life?!?! OMG thank you for telling me, I will stop liking them immediately, because I am perfect and I only like perfect people, thank god I was warned of this great human’s imperfections whew
am I sick from anxiety or am I actually physically ill? a memoir by me
am i lazy or horribly depressed: the sequel
does everyone hate me or am I just very insecure: the completion of the trilogy
Living with internalized ableism is constantly feeling like you are incapable of doing things and then hating yourself for not being able to do things.
Because you should just be able to do things. Why can’t you do things? Just do it! Just do it! JUST DO IT ALREADY
short list of actors who have not won an oscar:
- james dean
- johnny depp
- brad pitt
- helena bonham carter
- robert downey jr
- glenn close
- will smith
- samuel l jackson
- liam neeson
- sigourney weaver
- tom cruise
- julianne moore
- ralph fiennes
- laura linney
- ed harris
- gary oldman
now will you please for the love of christ shut up about leonardo dicaprio
nope. everything is still the worst. skipped my first 2 classes.
found out my friend is going into the hospital for being suicidal.
i want to sleep forever until this isn’t my reality anymore.
I know anything I say won’t help but I just wanted to say tht you r going to be phenomenal. Your tumblr is the one I love following the most because one day youre going to be on snl and I’ll be able to say I knew of her before she was famous.
This is actually the most inspiring and motivating message. You have helped, really. Thank you so much, I love you. seriously.
when a teacher asks you if you understand the work and you don’t
*gets 0 on the test*
I lost an internship that I wanted so badly.
I don’t do well with rejection. It is my biggest trigger.
rejection brings up every fucking bad behavior.
I thought about killing myself.
I viscerally felt like there is something wrong with me.
I cried until there felt like there weren’t any tears left.
I took too many diet pills, and felt like even more shit.
I feel not good enough for the one place that I love the most.
My brain immediately goes to wanting to hurt myself, make myself better, change myself into something that they would like.
I want to be skinny. I want to be funny. I want to be perfect.
It’s like, wanting something badly isn’t enough.
I am the most dedicated person to comedy.
I dream huge and big and impossible.
But dreams and wants don’t fucking matter.
I am trying to “hold my head high” and “get on with life.”
But honestly, I want to drop out of school.
I want to run away. I want to die.
I want to go to LA tomorrow and never come back.
When the place you love the most, the place that feels the most like home, when they don’t want you, what do you even do?
if they only knew how much I love them. How perfect I am for this job. how hard I would work, how happy I would be to do any menial task…
I’m just going to cry myself to sleep. at 4pm.